Is it because it's internship, I'm just a intern, making me more weak or because I am already a person weak on the inside and out. I don't know, but I do know one thing, I let my tears fall too easily. But I managed to suppress my emotions today, even though it affected my performance at work, it's like I'm not there, just my body working.

If it isn't for my pillar of support, I'll still be stoning, questioning myself why. Hungry, exhausted. I only had a meal for the whole day. But at the same time I don't feel like eating anything, ironic. You know how it feels like, when you've just don't have the mood to eat but your stomach is telling you to.

I'm thankful, for him to come down so fast, when I really needed him. His shoulder just seems so nice to lean on, I could just close my eyes and just lean.  I love you.



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