Things.. aren't going well recently. I think its more to my own problems. Mentally tortured. Mentally, physically exhausted. I think i need some rest, weakness, sick is all i can feel during work. Dreading for work each day, dragging myself back home each day, but you don't know how happy i was whenever i see him after work. Its like i've been away for years and seeing someone i wanted to see so badly, appearing. Yeah.. I think that's a description that needs a bit more improvement. Whatever, the meaning is there.


I just tell myself, let nature take its own course, everyday. High expectations of things that won't happen... 
If i say i don't care, i will be lying. And, i believe understanding is the key.

I love you. My pillar of support.



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