I thought, in a relationship, it's just two people in love. But, I realized it's not that simple. To make a relationship last, it really takes effort from the two parties. And, I'm so scared that I'll lose him. Yes, from a person like me, it's difficult to hear this. That's what I fear the most, I know, that by telling saying the problem, what the consequence will be. In the end, I choose to tell because I know it's not point hiding already. I'll have to say it out sooner or later. Because if I want the relationship to last, I have to be real honest.  And I'm not lying, that I really like him. Well, there are times I'm still unsure, of what he's thinking, but I'm trying. We're both new to this, aren't we? Knowing he cares, and he matters alot to me, my fear was that all these will just disappear because of me.

I just feel like crying now.



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