The day, the date. 5th September. The usual me who doesn't remember dates, numbers, birthdays. This date marks a start for me and, of course, him. *Smirks* Okay, okay, i know, i'm acting all secretive. But honestly, i'm serious in this relationship i'm having. Because i don't want it to be some puppy love or just some "Like"you thing we often have in Secondary School. And, its the first time, i truly want, wish to really, have some results, make this a long one.. Making effort, to express myself more. :)

Was talking to my friend the other day, about things.. And well, she told me i have to open up myself. And many more.. So, well, i guess its time :) So.. yup. Its only the start, the beginning and we'll make it happen, won't we? And, i know, even though i'm "FAT". my mum was saying, i'm fat, he's skinny, we match. =.=  That's the exact same facial expression i gave her. I'm trying to exercise, and i do like to exercise in the first place, but apparently its not sufficient enough to build muscles or lose any fats. In addition, i like to eat, which obviously will result in some consequences girls definitely do not enjoy.


Moving on, I'm quite nervous, for internship. Yes, my last paper was on 6th September. And internship is starting on 23rd September. Any normal human teenager will say" What's wrong with the school system?"
Thing is, i'm not mentally, physically prepared at all. And i swear, i can repeat this, complain about this again and again. But well, it'll come eventually.

More and more things to think about, stress about. But its all part and parcel of life, that's what i tell myself. Call me naive, or what, but i know i'm not fully exposed to the real realistic world yet, so a part of me still firmly believes and look at the nice part of the world. Believing that, if i'm nice to them, they'll be nice to me. Believing that, people i know, the friends i made, are all nice, warm and friendly people, are friends i can trust and rely on... I choose to believe that. Sometimes, i simply hate myself for thinking bad of my friend, i shouldn't.


 SJAB stuffs, forever stressing about it, my cadets, the Sec 4s and many more. Now, having a new role doesn't seems as easy as it is, but so far, so good. Because there hasn't been much trainings, much events happening. And, getting to know more about the 5 other officers, my friends. Super funny friends they are. :D They made SJAB life different again.


Here's a photo to add some life(hopefully) to this post. I'm a property agent, interested in housing?Come contact me. LOL. This was what everyone said when they took their resume photos. I look exceptionally funny, round in this photo, oh and flawless too. I like~
PS: I love you, Mr N.



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