The few things i have in life so far that actually marks a place in my heart. Think about it, the time, rare ones you spend with your family. At least for me, those times are rare. Friends, i have always emphasized, how important they are to me. And, in some way or other, i show how much i care for them.

Iron Man 3, another great movie which impressed me. And, Love, changes one's heart. Mum and Dad actually complimented the movie, which actually surprised me. They are real picky in terms of movies. I've always thought, in fact, i've been thinking every single moment ever since young, i'm a deep thinker. Thinking all sorts of things, and yet, i'm just unable to make it happen. I just don't wish myself becoming one of those who can't accomplish things in life when i grow older. I want to be able to excel, to be able to be like my friends, they have thoughts of their own, their plans of their future. But me, i'm here, still letting out my hand to rely on my parents for pocket money.

Mum told me to take it slow, but Dad is getting older. I'm a bad daughter, i'm cold towards Dad, but yet, i still can't stop concerning about him, his health, and all.

This semester, hasn't been a great one, but i'm going to pass it through smoothly. Its going to be the most hardworking semester before i go Intern. Hereby, wishing my friends having their interns now to endure, push through and gain as much as you can! I'm honestly missing my friends. Listing them down will only make me sad. I'm a weird person, have a weird character. Because my thoughts are controlling me, and i'm thinking all sorts every moment.

Now, JUNCO and SNCO is coming, and yes, i'm stressed up. I want things to go smoothly, but yet i don't know where and how to start. I feel, lonely perhaps, feel like i'm all on my own. I fear all sorts of things. And i want to show them that i can do it. June is going to be so full, both camps are around a week apart, and right after the final camp, the next day will be School. Shag. Walking Zombie is all i think of. But i want it to be a memorable year. My 19th Year in this world.








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