Yes, It's September, UT3 ended long ago. And Fuze camp ended too. Took some pictures with my team, and i shall upload it another day. Well, Fuze camp was fun, but i don't know if it's me or my group that is the problem. The group seemed so dead all the time. And, well, i think it's me. Even back in sjab, my platoon seem to have a lot of problems. And i really don't know what to do about it, and after seeing her tweet, i feel hurt. Why? Because i feel that, she doesn't understand me. I know, i do know that everyone is busy, and i've never meant to push anything to her.

I was just trying to tell her i'm busy and i'll settle it after i'm done with my other stuffs. But her tweet, seems to tell me, i don't think for her. Being frank, the seniors are also the problem. We're not opened up to each other, we keep to our own "cliques".  If they understand. I just feel it that way, the usual me, i don't really voice out, perhaps this is just myself thinking it this way.

Been so stressed about the Sec1s, to the extent, i was frowning all the way in Fuze camp.  Staring at my phone, the message Mrs Tan sent to me.

Typing this out, i feel better, but it won't change anything. But i'm gonna try whatever i can...





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