Yes, i know i'm not pretty.(Phrasing it in a better way, not"ugly") But i don't need your constant reminding. So, yeah. i don't care. I can hide this inside one side of my heart, so that i don'y show my ugly side. I'm trying to show my "pretty" side. If you're my friend, you wouldn't judge me on that, right? But if you do, i rather i've never met you.

Yesterday, we celebrated dee dee's birthday earlier, and it was indeed fun at first, because we went ice-skating. I fell twice, but trust me, i enjoyed it because they taught me how to skate. I don't mean that the previous 2 times were not fun, just that i gain something other than fun for this trip. After that we headed to marina square for KBOX/BUFFET, although, its a bit ex, but i think its worth the money, because its only a yearly event, a special day for her. So, why not. I mean, i'm willing to do that for my friends, even my family.

Talking bout family... Mum's being nice. Spending money on those things that i want, but in the end, i told her i don't need it, its only my wants, she looked at me and asked if i'm sure of it, i just nodded my head and we walked off, bidding farewell to my wants. The show" the scent of a woman" Real nice, and learnt something from it, live your life to the fullest, and really, i don't wish to have any regrets in my lfie. i mean those real regrets.

I think i'm giving myself too much stress, stress over daily grades, daily performances in class, classmates told me that i'm so different in class and out of class, i'm so quiet in class, when i step out of the class, i'm different. yes, because, poly's studying atmosphere is so much different compared to secondary school, i used to have so much fun in class learning. But now, i'm just keep forcing myself in class to focus. And i'm really apologetic to my friends, i ignored them in class. =( shall update again. stay tune