Stress. Result, was terrible. GPA:2.80. Shitty. I know i've tried my best. But that wasn't the case for bro, well, poor thing. Because of that incident, it made the whole family feel so scattered. I hate this. Dad, why can't you understand? Why must you be so stubborn? The strong, manly brother i have, actually cried over the phone, his voice tells everything. That was what have been troubling my liitle sister for days, she even cried out of sudden, the usual her who cries so easily, i asked her why, and she replied" i pity brother, he's suffering, i don't like dad" I just told her" dad's just dissapointed, fustrated, angry" And i just kept quiet.

Brother talked to me over the phone, he told me" you can study one, i know, now it's on you, i now work to help both you and sis to study"...... Many more. I cried the moment he said those words. I just cried. But i can't cry in front of my sister, so i just cover myself with blanket.

No matter what, they're my family. Met dee dee to chat, although i wanted to chat longer, i know its dangerous, i don't want the same things to happen, that stupid damn stalker who followed me home, and made me cry because i was so scared, because it was GOD DAMN 3AM at night, and i was totally the only person walking. Was happy that Vicky wrote me a letter. =)

Today was nice.=) i have such great friends comforting me. Thank you, my friends~



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