I have to change, i know. I will calm myself down, then think of how to manage my time. That's what i will do. If i want to stay, i will have to ownself solve my own problem. Have been tweeting recently, and most of it about my fashion. My friend, jasmine, was telling why i was tweeting about sad things, my fashion, when i look totally alright. Well, thats because i have friends who are pretty, wear anything but still look gorgeous. Normal girls reaction .LOL. vicky, like you sia. No wonder we friends. =) Have been acting weirdly, i can't control what iwant to say, like i get upset easily, and when i say out what i want to say, i regret it. But sometimes what isaid is just a joke. Its like i'm totally not me.

DEE DEE! look here! <3 HEHE. Thursday, there's a adventure learning module, it require me to climb the high element, trust me, i thought my horrible times have past, now i have to do it in poly! You have no idea how much i'm scared of height, especially with like only a few ropes hanging. I can just stone there and not move. Hope i'll have fun. Wore shorts today because it's freaking hot, really hot. Luckily i wore shorts, or else i melt.

POP on next sat, 21st may. I can only invite 2 people. And there's a lot of people on my mind. But in the end, i plan to invite my dad and sir kenneth or mdm iris. Because if my dad is not coming, then i'll invite both of them, because they have been with me for along time, hehe. They guided me from sec1 till now. SEE. I wish my dad will come, i want him to see, if my mum don't care, at least my dad sees it. And i want mdm iris and sir kenneth to see it too, they'll understand how i will feel, proud of my rank(i still don't know if i passed or not. ) Told vicky to invite one of them, because her mum's not going, so which means each of us can invite one of them. =) just nice. But i told her to invite other mdm and sir also, she thought of sir yq and sir jian wen. haha. I was thinking of mdm huiting, mdm yanteen and mdm xingjuan. Did i miss out any? NO.haha.

Crazy already. My mum said i seemed to be skinnier, what?! She said i was a bit FATTER last time. Itold her that if she know my daily routine, she will be like me, wait for bus, board it and stand all the way from tampines to woodlands. Then walk a long distance to school. Then sit the whole day and crack your brain doing ppt, then present then home and do RJ. =.=

I can die. When i'm in the bus home, the people in the bus will always be sleeping, because most of them are students from RP, like me, dead beat. And they can sleep damn long, like unconscious . UT is coming. How?! Study! I miss my friends.

Ps: I will keep saying that i miss my friends to show how much i really do miss them. =)