We took pictures!! its on facebook! =) I really couldn't bear to bid farewell when i board the bus, i just don't want to part, my heart was like sank to the bottom , the most bottom. Then i waved and ...haiz. SUCH a short meeting, it made me miss her more. =( Told vernesa and si xian to blogged, and vernesa blogged! =) Because i know that only if they blog, i would be able to know how they are doing, and also if they need me, i'll do my best to be there for them even if i couldn't stay with them. Met meichin, si xian, wei xin, jaslene, eric and jun kiat yestd at TP, we literally hugged and showed how much we missed each other. But sadly, vernesa went home already or else i'll hugged her until she can suffocate.Heidi too was not there. Saw mardiah and nadirah after that. awww.. Was having SJAB meeting there and i keep running off, haha.
Saturday is POP, omg!! I wish i will pass, please! After that around 5pm, it will be dinner, have to wear formal dress, die. I need some make up man, or else i look like some ghost. I'm still thinking if i should wear contact lens, because i want to look my best on saturday, because that will be the last time i see my course mates, my instructors. gosh, don't make me cry on that day. I don't know if i look better with specs or contacts but i'll think bout it.=)
UT is coming, understanding test. shit! The song that represents my feeling now, I WISH YOU WERE HERE, AVRIL LAVIGNE.
Yes, i wish my firends were here, i missed them. That's because they're my true friends. I read dee dee's post, could really understand how she is feeling, the pain..She must have teared, surely will. But yet, i could only just sit in front of the computer and do nothing. But i know she also needs personal space, i can't interfere her things everytime.
Hey,=) maybe after reading this, you'll feel better. I want you to know, i'm always there, really, just one message, anything, i'll rush there. Even if i can't, i'll talk to you on the phone, as long as i can, i'll do anything once you tell me you need me there , as a friend, as a sister. My shoulder may not be broad, but it should be enough to place something there, a pillow on it for you. hehe. Friends, you know who are true, who's not. they don't know, but i know, they can't see who's the true one, i can see. And i know too.
So, i still feel so empty when i think of Friends evaz. But all of them, when i'm with them, its nice to talk to them, i feel like theres so many things to talk about. =) SHIT it, ican't go for ah family anniversary. die!!!!! how how?!!!! I have to at least appear for a while. I missed so much already.