Friday, March 25, 2011 | 10:34 PM | 0 hearts♥
Went to have lunch with si xian and meichin at east point, sakae sushi. So full.. Ate till around 4.30pm and walked around cause we have no idea where to go. Walk and then go arcade and then bid farewell. Went back Tampines to meet mum and sis, bought some clothes and then head home. SJAB course day 2 tomorrow. Hope everything goes well. Competition tmr, good luck people, i can really imagine how they're feeling now. OMG! so nervous. HAIZ... Was chit chatting with my sister, and she started the bf gf topic. zzz So, we talked and she started asking me why i'm still single. wtf. I told her" look at my face, you think anyone is interested?" She kept quiet.. Guess you know what it means. Then she said" see, dee dee jie jie and her bf, she so pretty and see your friends, got guys like them" That made me wanted to literally slap her.
I stared at her and turned back. She then told me about her crush, crappy things, i listened and uh huh uh huh all the way. Then i told her " you want me to have a bf? fat hope" She said" ya lor, fat hope, your poly like no shuai ge" WTF again. useless topic! But i'm happy that dee dee is happy now with her bf, and my friends are all happy with their life. =) LAST LONG AND STAY HAPPY! Its nice to see friends happy rather than seeing them devastated right? If they feel hurt, sad and cry, i feel it too, and want to cry with them. Gosh.. thinking about the past, my friends crying because of their family or bf, i'm always helpless and just sat beside them.
Until now, my closest ever friend, true ,real friend/ sister ,who is always there when i need her, knows how to handle relationship with friends and bf well, totally understand me.. I don't know... I just act like the real me instead of hiding myself in front of her. The one who will take her time to read this post. =) I just wanna say ... Thank you.
I know i have close friends or maybe my so call" best friends" but that was always for a period of time. There's always a period of time, where our relationship turns cold , distant.. And then everyone busy with their own stuffs, and i will hardly want to talk to that friend. I didn't want that. But since its my blog, this is like the only place i can say my true feelings. TOTALLY TRUE. * cross heart*