Wednesday, March 30, 2011 | 6:15 PM | 0 hearts♥
Low self esteem.. Had dinner together with mum, brother and sister yesterday at 201. Talked and brother mentioned plastic surgery. zzz. Saying that i must go and have braces on and mum said i need to go for a nose job. I've never realised i'm really that ugly.I know i'm not pretty but not to the extent for plastic surgery. After hearing that i just kept quiet. Brother looked at me and then said that my course , school of hospitality, have to smile a lot and appearance is quite important, Talking is also another important point. If i have no confidence in myself, it would be difficult for me to survive.
I'm trying to be confident, but everytime i raise my confident level, there's always something that happened that brings down everything.