Monday, March 21, 2011 | 12:34 PM | 0 hearts♥
Looking at Japan, i could feel the pain.. I can't even bear to see the reports on japan. Its totally scary. I wish i could contribute something. i wish i can help them and lessen their pain. walked home from work yesterday. Nice~ walking at night is relaxing. But of course i got a lecture from my mum. "SO LATE! STILL WALK HOME, VERY DANGEROUS!!" LOL. But i feel love when i came home, seeing a cup of warm chrysanthemum tea on the table waiting for me. Dad actually wanted to fetch me but i was walking home already. Work was alright, from runner to lobby then runner then fries section then finally runner. Heading down to republic poly tmr, with bro and shi hui. buy laptop. later going out to watch red riding hood. Ok, hopefully my mum allows. I suddenly feel so drained out, i can hardly feel and energy that can make me feel enthu about something. I just feel so DEAD. Bro's not home yet, went for his boys brigade camp. so, i'm alone again..yeah, once again. its becoming a daily thing and i hate it.
Next sat is course day. zzz Thank you deedee!! =) always caring about me. =) You take care also!So, let me continue my post. I feel so distant from my friends now. I want to go out with them but its been a very long time since we met, and then when we go out, there will be like awkwardness. Like raina, who started school already. we could hardly meet. Others working or busy. =( And its like me asking people out but got rejected. Maybe si xian they all not really.
ARH, i miss my friends. Roy they all, all of them whom i used to hang out with. Of course, dee dee , joanne they all. hehe. its like they're almost like my only friends. Friends, i miss you guys!!
I was wondering if i go poly, what if my friends weren't friends? They judge me, don't accept me or something? Then my life would be in a total mess. This minor things can affect me deeply. Please. I'm being idiot here. thinking all these bo liao stuffs. forget it, for now, i'll just waste time. Oh, bro just came home! I'm so jealous of people with nice set of teeth. I want bag, a new bag. Dad promised me.ok, my parents nvr kept their promise. =(