Thursday, March 24, 2011 | 5:44 PM | 0 hearts♥
I'm scared.. When i go to poly, start school, i won't be able to get in contact with my friends as often and then we will get distant just like what happen from primary school to secondary school. I don't want that to happen. And if they ask me out, i'm busy and have to reject them, i'll feel horrible inside. I hate rejecting people and make them disappointed. Heard from Sir kenneth that my mentor is strict and fail people easily. OMG. I'm like the worse member in my group, i seldom participate and seldom perform, if they do my apprasial, i'll be the first to die. SHIT. forget it. Heard that my friends' appeal was successful, she got into TP. Damn, i'm jealous. RP IS NOT MY CHOICE! This is the first time in my whole life, i'm forced to go into school which i don't want to.
Having steamboat later. There so many things i want to say and so many mixed feelings inside me but i don't know how to express it.