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Sunday, March 27, 2011 | 11:36 PM | 0 hearts♥
Course day on Saturday at Xinmin sec. Lectures as usual was boring and it has the power to drive a person to sleep. We had a half an hour footdrill session which was alright, just that there was some difficulty coordinating with everyone since each zone had different style. Don't want to talk so much about that. I got a feeling my teammates doesn't really like me much, maybe because of my attitude to them during camp, i think i was rather acting like a ah lian during camp. You know? Like rude and keep showing the "no happy face". Going to be the Team I/C again for nxt course day. zzz Vicky wil be the cadet course commandant for next course day, i wish i can help her and make her job easier.
I don't know why, but every time i have this kind of course to attend, i don't feel happy. Its like i will think of things like" Friends? How am i going to make friends? They won't like me? How to perform well?" Damn these thoughts. Now, i know i really did my best already. So, after that we rushed to Tampines Sec by cab and saw SIR YONG QING. So long never see. Vicky was damn happy. Ok, me too.. By the time we reach there, it was almost the time to gather for the prize giving. So, chit chat a while with the officers and oh, Jun hao, Jun jie, Yong jun and Xiang yew came. So, talked and then went to gather. Sister was over there too( duh ) Then the competitiors fall in and then started.
Dunman high won everything. Whatever the result. I believe in my juniors, because i know the feeling, i know the efforts they put in, i've been through it like just last year. I wanted to give them a huge hug and let them know its really ok. (ok, actually that won't help much) But i'm those shy type, you know? I can't like go to them and then just hug. So difficult. Seeing them cry, my heart aches too. But thats not the end of the journey right? We will be back and fight again next year.
Bleh! to other corps. I wanted to comfort them but my feet just stiff. And my mood was somehow affected after that. After that went for "dinner" at KFC cause my my mum cooked. Ate snackers. The GVSS competitors all came and like occupied KFC. LOL. Ate and chat, its been a long time since i'm with my platoon mates. Miss them, really miss them. I miss my friends. I miss AH family. muahaha. (Even typing this makes me shy) Sunday will be National First Aid competition. Have to participate, and i have not been there before. Or should i say,i've never attended before except the ambulance team cause they won champ last year.
Its either i'm the casualty or the marshall. I'm fine with both. JY! Twitter~ Its good to have twitter when i'm outside.