SAD~
Saturday, October 31, 2009 | 10:55 PM | 0 hearts♥
Had SJAB ZONE 8 GAMES DAY! well, was kinda fun, but i just don't have the mood to play and get into the games although i seemed so happy. throughout the whole day, i was only thinking about myself, failure, disappointment. Was really really upset with myself, but for my friends, i had no choice, but to force myself-smile. My promise, i'll try to smile more often. But the more i try, the more challenges i face that make me stop smiling. Sometimes, i just want to be alone, but yet want someone to stay with me, just being by my side is enough, someone who really understands me.
Sorry bout this damn sad post. Just want to post my feelings here rather than my own personal diary which i used since primary school.I wonder, if i really is important to anyone, or i'm just a doll or toy for people to play with and throw aside when tired of me. Stress.. downloaded some songs to make myself happier. I'm really exhausted. Really. But i know, i have true friends. Always with me. I think i have a real weird character, but who cares. I try my best to change. K, no matter what, my brother is still the best, maybe my sister too. I don't care what people think of him, how minor he is, he is still my brother.